Nan, you keep popping into my dreams which is so nice and when I wake in the morning sometimes if I'm lucky the Robin is there. I feel like I have so much I want to tell you, I know that today I would of normally got a little phone call from you to say have a nice trip and special evening tonight and I'm going to miss that call more than I ever thought I would. If I'm honest it doesn't feel real and it feels like you are coming back, I'm not sure I'm ready to face that you aren't. Amber x